Greg Huebner - Creation of a Painting
I begin to introduce line to the composition. What I am paying
particular attention to at this stage is to develop as great a variety
of line - shape, movement and density as possible. I have a general idea
of the direction and perhaps the density of the line I would like, but
the line is affected by the speed of the stroke, the amount of paint the
brush carries, the distance the paint is carried and the amount of
pressure I apply.
At this point, those first thoughts of form, gesture, line, and color
become engulfed in other responses and layers of other relationships so
now I am responding completely to what is happening on the surface
rather than to any pre-planned composition.
My canvas is a stage upon which my actors - color, line, texture, shape,
space, and gesture - act without a script, constantly improvising with
each other until the second act, when the director, who would be me,
directs them into relationships that begin to reveal clarity and focus
for the common good.
From this point on painting is a constant evaluation of what I just did
and assessing it in terms of its surroundings on the micro and macro
level. As adjacent areas develop, previous painted areas may remain or
require complete reworking until the elements of the composition begin
to create unity and balance.
Abstract painting is about love, birth, death, and all the great
ecstatic experiences of being human. It is like those first wild marks
we make as a child, which announces to the world, "I am here!" You don't
have to paint a figure to express human feelings. When I paint I am
organizing moments of feelings and these moments of feelings become
issues of color, light, shape, airiness, weight, lyricism, violence, etc.
Art comes from deep within our mind and soul, from the meeting place of
the reasoned, the felt, and the observed, where knowledge becomes true
understanding. A place where thought and feeling ferments, sometimes for
years, turning concepts and our felt response to them into something
that must be released and made visible.
I feel there is too m uch yellow in the composition so I begin to paint
over sevearl of the yellow areas with white to break up the yellow forms
and try to unite them to a greater degree with the white forms. I over
paint these yellow areas with a gestural application, which allows me to
have some yellow break through the top white coat and also to introduce
some white strokes to balance the many black strokes throughout the
composition.
In these final stages of the painting I look for areas where I need to
strengthen the blacks or add a new black line. Then touch-up some whites
and lastly strengthen the bright cadmium yellow medium where needed to
add some intensity in areas that have become too subtle.
Over the next day or two I will examine every inch of the painting
section by section to make certain the composition is balanced, unified,
and most importantly, that it "makes visible the unseen" as I had hoped
it would 42 days earlier.
Last summer I was watching a PBS special on one of my favorite R&B, Soul
singers, the late Marvin Gay. During the program there was a taped
interview from the 1970s where Marvin said, "My music is my story. I
don't know if it is an important story or a valuable story, but it my
story." The same can be said of my paintings.